i'm not awake, i'm not here

finishing up school this close to summer is a real bitch.
god damn. i just wanna be out and work and sleep.
i'm so tired of fucking people.
just certain people. i want a cigarette.
fucking christ. get me a cigarette and a nurse.
and a bed and some drugs and some beer.
i have school tomorrow, but im getting out at twelve for a
doctors appointment or something.
so i'm thankful for that.
i chilled with lauren this morning and cogen later on.
me and cogen went to New Hope, then we went to kims.
i met up with danny over the weekend too.
so i did actually do something.
i also worked and slept.
slept a lot actually. something like 16 hours, then 8 more, and on the
next night it was like 12.
in a period of about two days.
rediculous, i know.
i'm mike shay, nice to meet you.